I just got into a fight with my dad. He started it with no reason. I’m either going to (try, it hasn’t really worked out in the past. :/ )hang myself tonight or tomorrow. So I guess this is bye.
Lets talk. Let me help. I know what your going through.
Those are some of the statements I never hear. I never get told. I’ll just hide in my feelings, sink deeper into them. Have them poison me. If only they could actually end my life for me. Never have I had to be through harder trials. My “friends” won’t help. The church kids judge me. They just don’t understand. I’m scared about putting my feelings out there, out here. Getting  judged is one of my BIGGEST fears. I hate it. We’ve all had our problems, we have our style, fears, wants, needs. […]
I’ve always been the last to be pleased. I’m the least favorite. I get picked on, yet people still think I’m strong. I have an older sister ( Bekah ) who I’m always compared to. She’s graduating early, already being the youngest in her class. She’ll be 16 when she graduates. She’s on marching band, plays piano fantasticly, Jesus lover, looking for a job, favorite of my dad, liked by everyone, over-achieving boyfriend, & always has a smile on her face. I LIVE in the shadow of her success. And then I have family issues. My dad is abusive, bipolar, rude, horrible. My mom is […]