ok, my life probly isnt as bad as most ppls out there who think uf suicide, but right now im have problems dealing with everything im going through. I have had thoughts of suicide for a couple of months now, since things started to get bad between my boyfrend and me. i have been depressed, and it has genrally gotten worse until now, i barly eat. and i dont sleep very much at all. my grades at school are dropping, and my sports are in horrable shape. but now mostly all i do is cry or write dark poetry, or i sit and fantasize what […]