I thought I would be happy with more free time but I think everything is just getting worse. It’s just more time to sit and wallow about all of the mistakes I have made and all of the people who hate me. It’s more time to sit and realize how lonely I am and that nobody wants me. It’s more time to think about the fact that my life is empty and that there is really nobody who values me for me. Matt says he does and I think that he believes he does but he doesn’t really know. He doesn’t know what a miserable […]
