I am in hell today. I am willing to relapse today. I realize no one cares and that’s cool. I don’t even care myself. I hate this limbo. And I’d just rather be dead than have to live out multiple years alone and in limbo. Frag life and all its movement toward improvement. I get it, I don’t fit in, what I want doesn’t exist and if it did I’ve already screwed myself out of getting it. I hate this endless trying to make things work when I know they won’t because stuff doesn’t work out…even when I try really really…well I’m sure you get […]
