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I told you I would cause you stress, I told you I would cause you pain

I even told you the reason why I cry

out in the rain

I told you I loved you

and you knew it was true

why did you take my heart

and rip in in two

Thnx to all the people who care.. it might be like 5 at the most but thnx you I am feeling a little better seeing and knowing people vcare. you r my savior..

I cant belive that people hate others so much they beat them up and at that bank them and the people feel so weak they want to die….. I have a feeling that well.. ill post the rest tomorrow..

Man I started to talk to you and you were slipping the key to my heart out of my pocket. Then we knew each other like what we looked like and then you tell me… you already had a bf and you had broke the heart i didn’t have. thnx a lot if you read this, you know who im talking about certain person. i have been let down again plz someone help…. plz.

I need someone to be there for me when I need them most. I need to know someone’s there for me and will notice when I vanish. So plz if there’s anyone out there I need desperate help.. I am desperately looking so if your out there. Plz let me know.

Some days I just wanna up and call it quits
I feel like I’m surrounded by a wall of bricks
Everytime I go to get up, I just fall in pits
My life’s like one great big ball of shit
If I could just put it all into all I spit
Instead of always trying to swallow it
Instead of staring at this wall and shit
While I sit, writer’s block, sick of all this shit
Can’t call it shit, all I know is I’m about to hit the wall
If I have to see another one of moms alcoholic fits
This is it, last […]

At first site, right from the start.

You was the one who had my heart.

Our relationship was a good run.

The moments with you was a lot of fun.

Now you have destroyed my heart and put it in horrible condition.

You have finally put me out of commission.

—Me.

How dark can these hallways be?
The clock strikes midnight, one, two, three

I’m desperate at my desk
If I could just get the rest of this shit off my chest again

Some days I just wanna up and call it quits
I feel like I’m surrounded by a wall of bricks
Everytime I go to get up, I just fall in pits
My life’s like one great big ball of shit
If I could just put it all into all I spit
Instead of always trying to swallow it
Instead of staring at this wall and shit

I like having hats, wristbands (covers up my cuts), and necklaces. Well yesterday I lost control and I couldn’t stop myself. So I hung all my things up and just laid there. In my bed, in my room, music blasting, waiting for 3 things…  1. a reason to go on.. 2. a “accident” to occur.. 3. ways to end it in a quick and painless way. I have awoke and have a huge headache.. due to passing out at 3am.. Anyway im a failure.. you could say because…well…….

I cant believe it. We haven’t seen each other all because of life.. I hate life. Every time I see you I feel the tears coming and inside I just remember when we were little and we had all the time in the world.. But now we’ve grown apart and im not okay with that and im not going to let it happen because of Life.. Man fuck life.. I wish we could go back to the old days because now you have no time and all because of what you need to do.. Including school, family, relationship But, damn I thought I was your […]