43 yo, broke unemployed, depressed since I was 12.
Ive never been able to hold a job for more than a few yrs.
My marriage fell apart, she cheated on me with a guy half my age.
Im alone, nothing left, spent.
The word loser best fits me.
No future, just a hurtful past
Found the last time spent 3 weeks in icu/outpatient
this time its foolproof
just needed to say goodbye to somebody
goodbye