Welp, it’s been three years since the last time I visited this site. I’m in a pretty similar scenario too: feigning illness to get out of school and be alone at home, debating what my next action should be. It’s so frustrating that I keep feeling unsatisfied , like something is missing. I have friends, caring ones at that, good grades. Hell, I even have a girlfriend now, whether that’s for better or for worse. But I still struggle to feel attached or feel compassion for anything. Sure, in the moment I can forget about my desire to be wiped off this existence, but it […]
