I’m exhausted from the complete emptiness I feel. I have failed at so much in life (I appear realitivly accomplished) But I know the truth, I know the unforgivable mistakes I have made. I know the complete inability I have to help my children (young adults) not repeat, not suffer. I know the depth of how far off the mark I am to reaching any inner peace. I want to just pull the lever, hop off the bus, and lay down in front of it. The only thing that has stopped my exit is not knowing how severely it may affect my son, daughter, granddaughter […]