Yeah, I’m still around, unfortunately. But, hopefully I can finally fix that tonight. I plan on doing it alone, but if anyone wants to join me, email me at fma15adb@gmail.com
I have a question that I want to talk to someone about, but it’s too personal to talk about on here. If you think you can help me, please email me at fma15adb@gmail.com
Please email me soon, this is really important and I need help…
Thank you to everyone who emailed me. I got the advice I needed.
Hey. I never wanted to wake up again,but I did. Things didn’t go as planned last night…I hate that I am still here. But I know what I did wrong and I am going to try again tonight. I won’t stop trying until I get it right. I have no hope, no reason to keep fighting or living. I hate myself and I hate that I woke up today. Nothing is going to get better, nothing will change. My life is not bad, but I am unhappy and that will not change. It hasn’t changed for 21 years. I feel like a failure…I just hope […]
Hey. I am still going to try and kill myself tonight around 7. I was just wondering if anyone wanted to talk for a bit before I do. I don’t want anyone to try and stop me or tell me I shouldn’t do this. So no responses like that please. I just feel like talking to someone who knows what it’s like for a bit before I go and do it. Just have someone understand and wish me luck with it or something.
~Thanks.
I hate that it’s taken this long, but hopefully tomorrow will finally be the day. I’ve done my research and prepared everything. If I do this right, I’ll just fall asleep and be gone within 20 mins. I’m keeping my fingers crossed that everything goes as planned. I’m tired of things getting in the way and being forced to stay here longer. I can’t stand being alive anymore. Wish me luck.
If you feel the same way, please email me at lemonrulez95@gmail.com
Well, Friday didn’t pan out as planned. I’m going to try again some time before Wednesday. I have a question that I’m hoping someone can answer. Is it safe to use your cell phone and mp3 while using charcoal in a car? I wanted to text someone before I died and listen to music to relax me. I read somewhere that using your cellphone during this method will cause it to explode. Is that true or not?
I’ve been depressed almost all my life, and suicidal on and off ever since I was a child. These past few months have been nothing but hell, I’ve tried everything to fix things and be happy, but this time, I just can’t force myself to be. On Friday I plan on using charcoal to kill myself. I hope it works, the last thing I want is to wake up again. I’ve tried multiple other methods within these months, but every time I either can’t do it or I just wake up hours later. This time, I’m determined to finally make the pain stop. Nothing is […]