I gave my friend a notebook of my suicidal thoughts that I write in when I have them (which is every day now) and for the rest of that day, he cared… now its back to the way it was before… Me being ignored and everyone else having fun without me. I self-harmed today at lunch for the first time since the beginning of October… when I went to my next class all I could think about was how I’d rather be in that bathroom self-harming… I’ve tried talking and interacting with my friends but they somehow always manage to make me feel like an […]
