So I never really loved anyone in my life. I don’t really like my parents either. I was neglected by my mom, who is an alcoholic, and my dad that is always busy at work supporting the family. So i’ve been alone for about a good 15 years? I never had many friends. I couldn’t trust any of them. They’re just back stabbers. Not a single one of them was faithful. I was picked on throughout my childhood. So much that it just doesn’t bother me anymore. I really don’t care about many things now. People call me name but it’s whatever. I really don’t […]
Sometimes i’m just so tired of life and I just wish I could like just not exist. It’s feels like I just don’t want to do anything anymore. Nothing amuses me. Nothing keeps my interest. I just want to disappear for a while. just do nothing. Stay in the void for a few days then come back later.
You know what i’m talking about? I know it might sound confusing. Sorry but that’s just how I feel sometimes.
So sometimes when I’m feeling all depressed and stuff and I start writing things down to post like on tumblr or whatever. I’ll write half of it and like think about it then cry. Then after I cried im just not in that “sad” mood anymore to finish what I wrote. I was wondering if this happens to anyone else?