I feel so alone right now I can’t explain it but I feel like I matter nothing to anyone at all. I feel its as if I don’t belong here on this world and if I died tomorrow it would matter none as no one would miss me at all. I wish I was never born because I feel like everything I touch turns to shit. I feel like everything is crumbling around me and everyone hates me even my girlfriend I just want something to go right all I am is a disappointment  and I will never stop being one. I hate myself.
