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Hospital For Souls

Temptation At This Hour.

by Hospital For Souls 4/21/2014

written by Hospital For Souls

I really need to inflict some sort of SH because I’m really struggling right now. It’s past midnight and my mind is heavy with negativity and darkness.

But the thing is, I haven’t done anything in just under 8 months.

I don’t know what to do.

God, give me strength.

4/21/2014 1 comment

I couldn’t have put this in a better way.

by Hospital For Souls 4/21/2014

written by Hospital For Souls

4/21/2014 8 comments

Suicide is my only option.

by Hospital For Souls 4/20/2014

written by Hospital For Souls

4/20/2014 15 comments

WHERE DO I FIT IN?

by Hospital For Souls 4/20/2014

written by Hospital For Souls

I’m tired.

Life’s for those who can handle it.

Not me.

Suicide is for those who are brave enough to bid farewell.

Not me again.

So where do I fit in?

I’m closer to suicide. The pills, fast trains, slim blades, deep oceans – I don’t want to be here anymore.

I can’t endure anymore pain.

4/20/2014 14 comments

No Hope.

by Hospital For Souls 4/19/2014

written by Hospital For Souls

Breathing feels as though I’m being tormented.Waking up in the morning strains my heart that little bit more.Acting as though I’m happy infests the majority of my mind.I seek peace through knowing that leaving this world is the inevitable.I’m told to heal myself, but how is that possible when those who tell me are the problem. They’ve ruined me. I let them ruin me. All that remains are the ruins of a girl, interrupted. Breathing feels as though I’m being tormented. Waking up in the morning strains my heart that little bit more. Acting as though I’m happy infests the majority of my […]

4/19/2014 0 comment

Finally.

by Hospital For Souls 3/31/2014

written by Hospital For Souls

I’m finally going to do it.
I’m getting out.
Away.
Away from here.
Nobody will be able to save me in 40 seconds.
Now I’m counting down the days to when I’ll slit my wrists and walk into the light.
I feel at peace.
This was a test that I just couldn’t succeed in.
Maybe death is my thing, my purpose.
I’m sorry everybody if it sounds like I’ve given up.
I haven’t. I’ve just said yes to fate.

3/31/2014 7 comments

Acceptance

by Hospital For Souls 3/30/2014

written by Hospital For Souls

Every single day I am closer to my death.
Now this may sound natural to all of you.
But preparing your noose isn’t.
Preparation for death isn’t natural.
We weren’t made to accept death so why has my mind told me that I can now?
I prayed for strength – instead I got open wounds along my arms.
I asked for forgiveness – instead I got abandoned by the people I love the most.
Everybody knows that I am just one bad day away from suicide.

The worst part?

They’ve thrown me into the past.

RIP Me.

May my […]

3/30/2014 0 comment