I am very certain that I am going to fail almost every class that I have signed up for this semester. Fail with a capital ‘F.’ I think this is largely due to a combination of my disgust for my major, naturally poor work ethic, and my frequent abuse of marijuana. I have come to realize, however, that the only thing to blame is myself. There is no other excuse. I have thrown my life away, and even as I type this, I can feel an overwhelming sense of failure and despair creeping up in my stomach. There is no coming back from this, and […]
I suck at living on this planet. I’m lazy, I make bad choices, I’m ungrateful, I have no self control. I am currently enrolled at a good university and I am pretty sure I am just going to fail everything this semester. I hate the track my life is on, and I just can’t do this anymore, which just adds to my patheticness because I know for a fact that I have it better than 99 percent of the world population. That’s why I hate myself. I have opportunities, friends, and stuff that I take for granite even though most of it I didn’t even work for. […]