iamamess

I really want to punish myself . Please I have done so wrong.and lately I am not even good enough please tell me how to punish my self.

P.S I cut, I starve myself, I run until my legs hurt, but I need something powerful. A really heavy and powerful punishment………..

I am living a lie…. My whole life is a lie. I have told my family that I have the first position in school which I had but then I lost it now I am third and could tell them , they still think I am first, I went on an annual olympiad but I failed that too. I am a failure, my family really hates me that’s the only reason I couldn’t tell them I lost my position… And everytime I remember these and everything else I cut.. But nowi realized that I have no more skin to cut….. I am a mess.. I […]

I reallywanna punish myself …not any ordinary punish but so much painfully so please can anyone tell me a way of doing  it  I really need this and FYI I am 16years so please tell me some ways topunish myself please……….I will be waiting please tell me a ways to do it……