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IamHuman

One Small Crack

by IamHuman 7/18/2015

written by IamHuman

I want this ceiling to crash and fall before I do

I want the pipes to break and flood the floor before my blood does

I want to see this building demolished before my life ends

One small crack

One small cut

Is only the beginning of destruction

I want to see this ceiling crash and fall

I want to see the pipes break and flood the floor with water

I want to see this building demolished

I don’t want my life to crash and fall

I don’t want my blood to flood the floor

I don’t want my life to end

It’s only one small crack easily mended

It’s only one small cut easily covered with a […]

7/18/2015 0 comment

First Post

by IamHuman 7/16/2015

written by IamHuman

So this is my first post. Not really sure what to write right now and I apologize in advance if it gets long.

The first time I can remember feeling depressed and wanting to die I was in fourth or fifth grade. I wanted to die, I had a plan, and I almost went through with it. I was standing there in my bathroom about to do it and the next thing I remember is being on the floor crying. I have no idea what stopped me. Around that time I was also self harming. Not cutting, but if I felt angry or stressed or overwhelmed I […]

7/16/2015 4 comments