I was scrolling through some comments tonight when i saw it………. it was posted by jmvsic- “Anger is nothing more than fear turned inward”. And it hit me….. Let me start from the begining. Ok, so I have been thinking that I have anger issues for a while now. I get angry very easily… and when i do i dont lash out like most might think. No, instead i hurt myself by bitting on the inside of my lower lip as hard as i can that way no one can know I get so angry. My mom has noticed that i get a face when she […]
I dont know who I am. I never really have. From the very begining I have always been told who I was: nerd, teachers pet, goody to shoes, stright A student, “the perfect daughter”, a good catholic school girl, and the girl who would NEVER say a bad word. It has gone on for so long that I have lost myself and have no idea have to find myself again. I want to but I dont have the will power anymore. I just want to give up and let myself go numb and fall into the molds that other people have made for me. But there is this small sliver inside me that wants […]
I keep hearing that im not acting like my self latly…. Oh really?!?! You must know me better than I do because I dont even know who I am. Yet you think you know me well enough to go around telling me when im not acting like myself and when i am? I dont think so! Every time you do this you know it pisses me off yet you keep doing it claiming that ur “just trying to help”! I am so done with you!!!