Life, is it worth living? I ask myself the same question over and over, and this is the one place i can say my piece without being judged by people i know…
Once upon a time
I was happy.. life was good.
and it just dropped, nothing was good anymore, life just chose too hate me… when i thought life was getting better, it wasn’t, and i hate life, i don’t want to be here, i hate it, i wish i was dead, i wish i could start all over again, but it isn’t that easy, i dream so much of being a different person, […]
I will never give up, i have so many thoughts of suicidal actions, so many times thinking the world would be better off without me, but you know what, people care, they may not show it, but they do, they care, they love you and they care, i have the same dream every night, being on top of a 20 storey building, people banging on the door, telling me to come down, i look down, it looks so free, i jump, spreading my arms and becoming free, from all my worries, i wake up crying, i ignored it, it comes back, it encourages me to […]