I want to be happy, this is true,
But I don’t know what I’m supposed to do.
Ive tried everything in the book,
Maybe if they took a second look,
theyd realize im at my lowest point
Even when I smoke a joint.
Even when I pop the pills,
Even when I can pay the bills.
Every object I see can be
The thing that kills me, sets me free
Does everyone else think this way?
Do they think about it every day?
Do they research easy ways to die?
Do they sit in their room all day and cry?
Do they feel like there is never hope?
Is anyone else in the same boat?
I feel so alone, have no […]
Author
douche
I really don’t want to live anymore. I can’t see even a sliver of hope for myself. I’ve been clinically depressed since I was 12, and I’m now 18 and I can’t remember ever feeling this bad about myself. When I was 12 I started doing drugs, and it just continually got worse and worse over the years. Eventually at 15, I got in much trouble with the government and some stuff happened then I got sent to rehab. I was in rehab for 7 months total, and 2 months in juvy before that. When I was in rehab I really didn’t think I needed […]