idontwantthis

If you have the time watch the video.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ej7afkypUsc

This is the facebook page

http://www.facebook.com/pages/RIP-Amanda-Todd/516779355000334

Everyday it’s hard to go on, but just keep swimming. [nemo reference]

She’s like a lot of us on this site. On the facebook page it says to wear pink on Monday for Amanda. I’m going to, and maybe by posting here a few more if you will join me. Just hoping.

You are beautiful. Don’t ever believe what anyone else says about you. Click on this link. http://www.huffingtonpost.com/galia-slayen/the-scary-reality-of-a-re_b_845239.html

Since we’re young we’re taught we have to be perfect just like barbie. You have to be skinny, have big hips small waist, big bust, and be flawless just like her. Otherwise you were nothing. Barbie is not perfect. All our quirks and flaws make us who we are. They make us beautiful. Beauty comes in every size, shape, and form. Marilyn Monroe, considered to be one of the sexiest women of all time wasn’t a size zero. She was a 14/16. Be yourself, be you. It’s in the word. […]

I’m getting beter. At least I hope so. I think I am though. The thoughts aren’t as often, the pain isn’t as heavy. I laugh more, I smile more, and less and less of them are fake. I’ve been learning to talk about my feelings. To let people help. And for the first time in a while I love life. I haven’t been able to truthfully say that for as long as I can remember. I feel infinite. Just like the leaves, I’m changing and turning into a more colorful beautiful me. I’m just hoping, like the leaves, I won’t fall and be forgotten.