I almost killed myself on Dec 8th. Just two days ago. I can’t really explain what happened, but I know I could of died. Something my boyfriend did just pushed me over the edge but truth is, it wasn’t about him at all. I’ve been feeling this pain. This excruciating pain that I can’t explain every moment I‘m awake. Everyday I wake up, and force myself out of bed. I try to hide it, and for the most part people buy it. One day I met up with some people from work, and one of the girls said to me she would die to […]