well i was in my first fight on tuesday with a girl named Doris i gave her 2 black eyes she gave me a scratch according to every1 i lost every1 hates me honestly i just want to go sit on the edge of a building :/ i lost my bestfriend becuz of the fight i lost my Girlfriend bcuz i told her dating a girl and a boy at the same time is concitered cheating she disagreed everyone hates me and usually the first person i call when i feel suicidal is my EX-bestfriend Jinn but i cant do that anymore i honestly……………. i […]
Behind her smile is pain
Behind her laugh shes crying out for help
Hmmmmmm nothing else any sugguestions????
kay so im bisexual and every1 acts like its bad but really its not im treaded like a dog hello im still a human being i dont diserve to be treated like this jus bcuz im bi so what!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
kay so today i was in the lunch room and my tray was slammed into my face and a girl got in my face 🙁 so she strted talking crap her friend said wtf just punch her already…….. so she did :'( no one bothered to help me wtf i was picked up early i went home and my mom had to go back to work and i decided to be a dumbass and drink bleach……….. again……… i was n the hospital al day they flushed my system >:( i really dont understand AGAIN WHY AM I STILL HERE i tryed hanging my self too […]
My great grandma died 2 years ago and i think its hitting me the most right now more than it did when she actually died i hate to say it but tbh i really didnt care when she died and now i look back and remember the good and bad days we had together i kno my mum really misses her we talk about her alot i write her email adress every day it always sends back and says it was an error so i dont really kno if its a waist of time or if she is an angel and gets to read it […]
i once read that the easist way to die is to drowned or whatever i just cant believe that i could be gone that fast but what is it like??? the afterlife is it what i imagine it? flowers, freedom, no one gives a shit what you are?? or if your emo or whatever or is it a big ball of fire? who knows i guess ill find out soon..
its like its eating me from the inside out im a cutter im emo i have tryed commiting suicide ive been to a phyco ward im bisexual but most of all Im Sad….. im bullied………………… alot i cant stand people because they are half of the reason im sad cause they make mean comments or do mean things they say really hurtful things and think that there comment wont hurt anyone but little do they know is the people around them might get offended but what do they care anyway………..
I still dont see the point in me living my life is the worst ive ruined it compleaatily i have no friends no boyfriend no girlfriend no real family……………. i need serious help!! 🙁 i dont kno if i want to end my life…….. or the pain…. hmmmm
so i guess i can say i did it for my mums (moms)Â attention she only payed attention to the dogs and her boyfriend eventually my brother and sister (17 and 15) there dad took them away from my mom so she stoped caring and one night when she wasnt home……………………i stole 30 $ from her and i took 2 of her old phones and broke them…….. and she hit me with the belt and i had marks so the school saw and got involved so i guess i can saw i think my mom HATES me she sent me away for a year i came […]
i really dont understand why im still here………. is there really any point of me being…. whats the word.. Alive???? I have done some pretty stupid stuff like well heres my story………….. so it started in 6th grade (last year yes im in 7h grade) when i made out with a girl… i was curious it was just me the girl i made out with and my sister and her sister we were in the bathroom we started making out and a teacher walked in and saw what happened so she called our parents and our parents starting telling their friends and some of them […]
Kay so ive tryed killing myself multipule times i am still trying to figure out how to kill myself i just dont see the point for living anymore i have tryed drinking bleach ive burnt myself ive cut so many times (so many scars to hide) i have tryed hanging myself and ive tryed being anarexioc none of those options worked for me so i need someone to tell me how to kill myself i dont want to be here any longer than i have to im done with my life i just want to crumble it in a ball and light it on fire so […]