I never thought I’d ever contemplate  ending it all.  Even when I had to deal with tough times before, I knew things would get better.
Now, I finally understand why people feel this way. This time, my problems are so unbelievably  bad that I just don’t see a way out of this. None of my options are good. No matter what I do, my life is already  too fucked up.
I can’t go back, I am dying in my current situation, and it’s the only two choicesi have. Because of love, I gave up everything I had and was, and now I’m stuck in a country I […]