So it’s been a while since I posted but a lot has happened. I’ve been living in Germany for a few months now and it’s been amazing. I still have my job which I absolutely love. Finally got my flat sorted and I’m slowly learning to navigate this gorgeous city. I still have episodes and I’ve picked up a few tricks to help me combat them. Every day has been a revelation including the day I got the most amazing news a couple of weeks ago from my doctor; I’m having a baby! I’m so happy and excited and completely terrified. My boyfriend is taking […]
So after coming really close to a slightly dramatic exit from this horror of a life. I’ve made a couple of changes; I quit med school and I’m now about to begin a life of aimless wandering, parents stopped talking to me but it’s all good, they were never really there for me to start with. Started writing a new novel and I’m really interested in starting a new band. So if any of you lovely creatures out there can play the guitar and drums and are located in Europe, let me know. Lets beat this thing together with some good music and creativity. I’m […]
I tried, emptied a bottle of rum, perused bridges like a voyeur, spent the day with drifters and woke up to the best friend laden down with the entire works of Charles Brukowski. I don’t know what could have been a more depressing gift. Lying in bed now reading “He asked, “What makes a man a writer?” “Well,” I said, “it’s simple. You either get it down on paper, or jump off a bridge.†over and over again until it’s etched on my brain, like a badly needed lesson. I’ve decided to leave, my body can only take so much. I have no money but […]
I’m not entirely sure why I’m bothering to do this but I reckon I owe the tiny bit of the world I know an explanation. By the time anyone notices I’m gone (and I hope it takes a reaaally long time.) and reads this, I’ll be swimming with the fishes or gracing a page of the rag as one unidentified female whose tobacco tainted blood has slowly coagulated on the sidewalk. Somehow, I’ve always known this day would come. Perhaps even before I was fully aware of the concept of death, I’ve always had this feeling that I’m not like other people, that I was […]