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I’m going to explode if I don’t get this out

by Ixhatexmyxname 5/23/2011

written by Ixhatexmyxname

I need help serious help, but I’d have to talk to someone about it. And I’m not doing that, not for a long long time.

I hate everything.

Every little thing.

Everything bothers me now, and everything’s building up that one of these days I’m gonna explode. It’s not gonna be pretty. This is so unhealthy, but I can’t talk to anyone because I don’t trust anyone.

I absolutely hate going to church. Don’t get me wrong, I love God and everything. I pray many times a day, read the bible, and I’m always trying to do the right thing. But I hate going because of how I’m treated […]

5/23/2011 5 comments

mom hates me

by Ixhatexmyxname 5/9/2011

written by Ixhatexmyxname

I have decided to just stop talking to people when all I wanna do is die. I hate when people ask me for help on school work. They don’t even know how to say my name and they try to cheat off of me? No.

And my mom is really mad at me for some reason. I’d rather not retell the story cuz it’s only gonna make me mad, but she basically hates me for being ”rude” I am NOT rude. I stand up for myself, but I’m not rude at all, I’m probably one of the nicest people you will ever meet. But she hates […]

5/9/2011 1 comment

Would anyone care if they knew?

by Ixhatexmyxname 5/1/2011

written by Ixhatexmyxname

I want to die just to see if anyone would care. I want to die but I don’t want to be dead forever. I wonder if anyone would listen if I told them I that I wanted to die. Would anyone take me seriously? Or would they think nothing of it. Would they talk me out of suicide if they knew how depressed I am? Who is ”they” anyways, there’s no one I trust with any of this. Because people finding out about me is my biggest fear. I am too ashamed and embarrassed to talk about any of this. So right now […]

5/1/2011 4 comments

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