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izzybel

I’ve gotten everything in order. My will is made, all my affairs are in order. Made my last projects I wanted to do or said I would do. I’ve no regret. Tomorrow morning they will find out the truth. I’m mad I’m alone. Upset that I couldn’t get the help I needed. Scared because I don’t want to over do it and I just end up throwing up and still be alive. Exhausted because all these migraines are getting worse. I just wanted my friends to understand. I’m sick. There finally I’ve said it.

God please forgive. My life is a patch work of mistakes […]

5/25/2013 3 comments

caged

by izzybel 5/22/2013

written by izzybel

there are more than 100 ways to let go. but the only thing keeping you where you are is your own cage. your mind constricts you to where you are. there is no way around it. ive laid down for them a long time ago. all i wanted was to be a better, stronger person. i hate who i have become for them. ive gone through all this, pain, doubt, and dislike in myself because ive listened to them.

when will it ever be enough? this weekend i will make that change. no more being caged!

5/22/2013 0 comment

Comic relief

by izzybel 5/20/2013

written by izzybel

Don’t care about hope, will, or any other hopeful feeling. If u have the desire then u will do it. Despite what others think I’m done here. And here is my idea. With wolfs bane or monkshood mixed with belladonna and your favorite tea. How you decide to take it is your choice. Remember if you want it natural then be smart and make sure all evidence is destoryed. Pre make and then throw rest away. No letter but make sure you have the best day of your life. Do not be dramatic. Wash cup well or soak. I suggest put on dishwasher and turn […]

5/20/2013 15 comments

izzybel

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caged

Comic relief