Need to talk right now….im just about to kill myself…
This site seems to me like a different world unlike the world which hates you and puts you down in every moment. I can say finally i found my suicide buddies, who share common feelings and is there for me always. But i guess the moment i find that this place cant help me much…i have a fan waiting to hang me.
Working since the age of 15, now at the age of 23 im tired and i need a break. My body has stopped responding to act and listen to anything and anybody around. Not been to vacation since 9 years. Now i like nothing than a dark closed room. I want to come out of this. Please help.
Feels sick when i know that people who i loved and did anything for them do not even care a shit about me. On every first week of the month you have all your friends and relatives around, but the moment you turn beggar, there is no one. Im not valued…my pocket is valued…Now i feel bad for myself and just want to walk away.
Whenever i think of committing suicide, there is nothing going through my mind. It just revolves round one word SUICIDE. I think it to be the escape of all my worries and sadness of my life. But then i think, No i cant for i have to stand for myself in the most worthy way and live above all. I dont want to get noticed all i want is love. So why dont i love myself. I started earning and doing things for myself. Pampering me is the best way which i think anyone can do to get out of this feeling of suicide. All […]