there’s no point in being here. i think dropping off the map for a while will help. talking to someone close about things that bother me, don’t seem to help. since i am reminded about how pointless everything is, and how worthless that makes me feel.
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i don’t really know what to say to be honest. basically, i have this urge to go to the beach and go for a swim (that’s it just swim out and nothing more). Â i’m not really sure what to say to it. i mean, i had a good night and all, but i can’t shake this. usually i can just distract myself from those kind of thoughts. read my old post, Last night i made an attempt. I hope in that read it will make sense. :/
Sorry if i’m not good with the whole explaining myself to be understood. I have really poor writing ability […]
I don’t really know what to do. I’m not looking for other stories, i’m not looking to hear “things will get better”. I’m just looking for someone to talk to, simply, because i can’t afford a “professional”. In my experience, i have gone to see someone in the past, but they have not at all been helpful. I’m not sure what to do, i don’t really see what there is to life anymore to be honest. I’m not trying to get attention, i am seeking options. Maybe i can meet someone who can help me out, or i’ll just hear what i have been hearing […]