I tried to killed myself last night. I used the gun I always owned. Im decently proficient in using it and no matter what I tired it did not go off when I put it too my head. I’m agnostic and I don’t know if this was a sign from God to keep living or bad luck. I’m siad goodbye to my love ones and surprisingly when I texted my mom that I loved her, since I’ve never been able to say it too her in person she called me to make sure I was ok. I don’t know if this is a […]