joblessness…
homelessness…
hopelessness…
lifelessness…
no matter how positively try to think…in time, the wounds are opened up again….and its not me who opens them…people around be – the paternal gene giver – mostly, opens up the would and spreads the infection to the minds of others…thus…unhealing and rebleeding the scab of a wound that time healed…only to be wounded again…i guess…the lesson is…if you are going to mistreat or intend to treat someone badly…why not just shoot them in the head…why still make them suffer…of well…
funny thins is…the guys..gals…we in the people in tis website….seem to be highly intelligent people…we tend to be self aware….but how come…or why is it that we feel this way….or maybe are driven to this manner of depression by outisde factors….is it maybe that we are worse than others that we absorb their bullying…or is it maybe that they know that we are better and that we end up getting bullied because they know we are better…or is it just plain dumb luck that we get treated illfully and end up being in a depressed state….maybe thats it…after several years of mental brutality by the […]