Ok…I have been trying to kill myself via ligature strangulation for several months now and I have been having serious problems. I have a rope that I loop around my neck, then I tie a knot in the rope, insert a pen into the knot and turn the pen to tighten the rope. I do this for several turns to the point that I can’t turn the pen anymore (it reaches the point where the rope is cutting into my neck)…but unfortunately I don’t seem to pass out from this. I sit there for a long time and the blood pressure just […]
I am currently a 21 year old male (with any luck I will not live to see 22) and I have wanted to die for the past eights years. It all began in middle-school when a few unpleasant events (I prefer not to commit them to writing but suffice it to say they were very painful) at a very formative point in my youth shattered my self image and set me upon a much darker and depressing path. I became very antisocial and I began to see myself as disgusting and hate-worthy. However, at that point in time I still did not […]