My life is full of ups and downs. I mostly see the downs. I hate myself. I hate what I have become. Actually, I’ve always hated who I was. Always but with different variations. These past few months or even year, for all I know, I’ve hated myself almost as much as my high school years (so close to death at that time).
I am grudgeful, bitter, hateful, pessimistic and unmotivated. Unmotivated to live and to make friends.
Friends : People who are in and out of my life. At this point mostly out. People whom I have shared my life with for years and […]