Yesterday I nearly killed myself. I sat on the floor in the shower screaming, rocking back and forth. & Today, I feel as if that never happened although my cuts on my wrist burn. I’m feeling relaxed though and I found some motivation! I went to physical therapy today and It hit me. That’s what I’d like to go to school for. I haven’t done homework in at least over a year. I didn’t care about anything, but I’m smiling because I finally have the slightest bit of motivation. I have been dying for that.
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Jetaime_96
Today has been terrible. I got off work, did a few things, then came home. I sat on my bed, stared at my bottle of pills. I craved to take all of them so bad. Although, I live with my best friend and her parents. I couldn’t do that to them.. Have them come home and see me dead. My parents though.. I wouldn’t give a shit if it hurt them. I would love to stand there after I died and watch them find me. I’m sitting here, watching American Horror Story trying to get it off my mind. I have never been so close to suicide.. I […]