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[ [  Jeremy is a friend I recently met during our 2012 Christmas break. He’s a child, around the same age as me, who no one else can apparently see. Also, I do not believe in God, I am probably one of the most unreligious people there is; the ‘sins’ I refer to are just bad things I do, nothing religious about it whatsoever  ] ]

Yesterday I did my weekly confession with Jeremy. I know there are some sins I will happily not commit again. Unfortunately, cutting will always be on my list of sins – but it’s always not me. It’s the voices too. But, […]

I found this Birthday card for my 13th Bday, and once again I’m reminded that once you become a cutter, your life revolves around nothing but cutting. “Oh, this was become I started cutting.” “Oh, by this time I’d been cutting for a year.” It’s “my life before cutting” and “my life after cutting.” And in your life after cutting, it’s all about the cuts. Will I cut today? Will anybody new become suspicious about the long sleeves today? I need to hide my cuts, I need to hide my scars… I need to cut again, and hide it all again, and worry that maybe […]

[ [  Well, this is my first day on this website, and my first entry. I shall start my diary here, as it will only last about a month until my suicide date should (hopefully) take place at the end of this August. I know that many people will not read this, but I shall still post these entries. And so, I begin my very first post.  ] ]

There’s a girl. She doesn’t know how to handle things. Everything and anything is just spiralling beyond her control, and nothing is going right.This girl has  two secrets, ones which you would never guess if you just […]