Sometimes I wish I could put the mask away…but it’s become a part of me now…and I can’t take it off…
Have you ever been asked that question?
“Are you okay?”
And always answered…
“I’m fine.”
But what you really want to say is…
“I’m not okay!” “I’m depressed!” “I’m suicidal!” “I’m lonely!” “Im dying!” “Please, help me!”
But you can never get the words out.
Its like somebody’s choking you…forcing you to bottle it up inside…Keeping you from breathing…refusing you salvation from these miserable lies…holding you prisoner…and shutting you down ultimately…… 🙁