My whole life has been nothing but a sick joke, I’ve always been able to save face and truly belive things would get better but to no avail. I’m done being optimistic and hopeful. Everything has finally taken that from me – my one true hold to life. I’ve lost all my family, my friends don’t give a shit and the woman that I love is gone with the ring for her sitting in my sock drawer. I’ve thought about killing myself before and not done it or tried because I thought of it as a selfish act. Now I realize this whole world is […]