I’ve been feeling like just ending it lately,but i am afraid, whatvif my parents will never forgive me for leaving them? What if it doesnt work and they’ll lock me into a mental health clinic, what if i’m jist not strong enough to do it. But am i even strong enough to stay ? 🙁
The pain , its there but at the same time not. The guy i just met tried hanging himself, i used to be able to keep the feelings inside me, not to take the final exit but ut happening to someone i actually started liking and that i thought was such a happy and creative person makes me think ” why dont you have the balls to do it” so all i am thinking about is : will the pain ever end or do i have to end it.