Ok. I know that the title of my post is contradictary to the theme of this site. But I want to say that I haved a fairky happy life. I have had fun. I have loved and I have been loved. Sometimes people just are not made for this life. I have been fortunate enough to experience all the highs and lows of a fairly ordinary life BUT, I just don’t feel like living. I don’t want kids. I don’t want a relationship. As soon as my mother dies there will be nothing stopping me from the only thing I have ever wanted. I appreciate […]