people can be so blind to whats going on with other people i find it insane. For a few years now ive been depressed and im bipolar. Senior year i ended up cutting my wrist feeling alone is never fun. I simply dont understand all the people that i thought i was friends with or my family for a matter of fact can simply just not see the true pain and auffering i go though everyday. This past year i went to college and there was a bridge right near campus that 3 people would jump off of each month. The first time i heard […]
Ive pondered suicide countless time and time again but somehow i never can go though with it. I feel so alone and in such a big world where no one else is like me. Everyone is either to good for me or doesnt want anything to do with me. I try so hard to put a smile on my face everyday and please and brighten everyone eleses days around me yet somehow i never get the same in return. I dont want to sound like a brat because i knew many people are so much worse off then i amci just cant stop […]