for the past month i’ve been feeling a lot better i cut 3 weeks ago but besides that nothing super major. but then a wave of depression and suicidal thoughts and thoughts to hurt myself come running in and just don’t leave. so my weak mind gave in and i don’t know what to do anymore. how do i continue to live like this. i hate the ups and downs. i hate this world i hate this life i hate myself. i’ll never get better and i hair have to fucking accept that.
