Sometimes I just feel like such an insignificant speck in this world. I just really want out, even if death isn’t the answer. Growing up in such a small judgmental town really makes me want to find somewhere to get lost in. I just always feel so unloved and unimportant. Most people think that suicide is about being selfish and thinking that everyone hates you. This just isn’t true, or for me at least. The reason why I want to die, is because I feel like my existence is a waste of other people’s time, attention, and even oxygen. I never have actual conversations with people on a day to day basis, and many […]
I am a pansexaul male. I have the ability to love and accept all people for who they are. Yet, why can nobody love or accept me? Every time I let someone look at my soul, they run away. Duck and cover. This is why I am closed off, this is why I am plastic
I am a voice, yet I am unheard. I have a mouth, but it never speaks. My eyes see it all, my hears never stop listening. I am a body. This is all. I have to hear, but I never can be heard. I am alone. I want it to all stop. The noise.. Just stop.. I am begging. Just stop.