I’m 24 years old, I’ve been suicidal and haven’t wanted to live for as long as I can remember. Growing up I was dragged to many different doctors, therapists, and psychiatrists, all never knowing how to help me and my mental illnesses. I’ve tried over 20 different medications, several different types of therapy and even ketamine therapy as a last resort. The ketamine was somewhat helpful, but I realized that even with the combination of ketamine, antidepressants, and therapy, using the tools I’ve been given to try and better my life and my mental health, I still don’t want to live. You can say that […]
