i soon will be ready to do the deed that i have been planning for some time now ? i hate my life and in so much pain i just wanna end it and be done with everything , i know how im gonna end it i just need a nice quiet location to do it ? i know i will hurt people but i dont care i cant live the way im feeling and no medication will help wats going on in my head . im a stranger in a strange land with no one to confide in