for years ive read peoples stories on here.. just never bothered making an account myself until now..
please just note that im not here to listen to people tell me “life will get better” all that will likely be met with is hate. the same intense hate i feel towards the tons of other people that gave me false hope my whole life. its because of them that i have gotten to this point of insanity. the false hopes.. and me being pathetically naive.. clinging to whatever words i can to convince me to keep trying. does anyone have a clue how insane it can make […]