At first, I blamed everybody else for my failures, then myself, then I realized it is no ones fault. Not even mine. I really tried. This is just they way it is. People just don’t seem to understand. Everybody I know tried to help me, and so did I, but it was never meant to have a positive outcome. Now I sit here with a pile of failures and no future worth living for at an age of 30, with half of it more or less pure suffering. I was never meant to succeed in anything and this was set in stone from the day […]