I still don’t understand why…. Why did you do it? How could you? Why does it seem to affect me so much yet you’re fine? Why does it hurt me so much but sound so stupid to others? Why am I going crazy like this? What triggered it? And why? I don’t know. And it bothers me. Too many fucking questions and absolutely NO answers.. What the fuck am I to do? what the fuck am I to think? Why am I so fucking anxious? I can’t think straight, i’m nervous, shakey, I feel like if I am tweaked the fuck out or something.. Restless, […]
I can’t stop thinking, my mind is going a million miles per hour.
I can’t help but thinking that my time on this planet is coming closer and closer to the end.
Who cares about the other people in your life who might be “hurt” if you just kill yourself. They don’t give a fuck about you or your feelings while you’re alive so why should it matter when you die?
Do they ever stop to think of the kind of emotionall distress they put on us? If they really loved us things would be different. Hopefully they can keep in mind that suicide is […]