I appreciate  everybody who has tried to help me but i cant go on living! I have taken the pills just waiting to fall asleep now! I hope you guys  find your way!
Sophmore year starts tomorrow. I was supposed to kill myself over the summer. Why the fuck am I still here????????????????????????????????
My face.
My body.
My voice.
My personality.
My scars.
My depression.
My parents.
My sisters.
The fact that I’m alive.
I don’t want to be breathing anymore.
I don’t want to exist.
I hate everything about me.
I can’t thank you enough for talking to me last night! I was on my way out! I had letters written and the rope hung and I would be gone right now. I don’t think you realize how much you helped me by just listening and encouraging me! I will never forget it! May sound dramatic but you saved my life! I’m doing what you told me to do I’m taking it one day at a time and if that gets to much I go to minute to minute! THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I have had enuff of this world and all the shit it brings. I’ve had enuff of trying so hard only to be shoved down again! I’ve had enuff of not living just surviving. I’ve had enuff of crying myself to sleep. I’ve had enuff of cutting my arms and legs. I’ve had 15 years of this shit. This is my goodbye to this cruel ass fucked up universe. Deuces. This rope is my exit strategy