Existing is so tiring: we go from doing one thing to another, and from that to another one. I cannot understand how people can live like this. There is no peace, no calm, no quiet, only movement towards an empty and nonsensical inevitable end: death.
How can I feel okay when I have to think about what happens next? I need a break, I need to breathe, I keep choking with the very thing that lets me be alive. It’s poisonous. It traps me here. My body wants to live but my mind is so tired of all of this bullshit it can barely take it […]