I’ve written my suicide note too many times to count. I’m so weak! I’m a failure at everything, Â including taking my own life. Â All this stress. All this pain. I just want it to go. Goodbye.
I don’t see why I have to go to work and just act like everything is good and I’m so happy. Truth is, I just want to take a bullet to the head and be done with it.
Why are there no good pro-suicide sites anymore?! I just want help and support to follow through with all of this, someone that will understand and won’t try to talk me out of doing this. Â I’m so miserable, Â I’m miserable about everything. Â There’s nothing I can look forward to about living. Â I hate the thought of waking up every morning. Â I hope I die in my sleep.