The only time I feel okay is when I’m on drugs.
I am so tired of hearing “You are not alone,” or “you’re not the only one.” When in fact anytime I try to explain the reason my existence pains me to ANYONE I’m ridiculed and/or shamed. Don’t even get me started on how many times I’ve been told that I’m “just being negative,” and “it’s all in my head, so all I have to do is just think positive.” If I’m not the only one going through this shit, how come no one else can relate?